And so the Lion Fell in Love with the Lamb

Wonderland Can be an amazing place. That is until you realize Wonderland isn't actually that wonderful.
Everyone seems to be living in a wonderland of their own. Somehow they man manage to not have employment or any source of income at all but yet here they are night after night. Event after event giving the illusion that they are every bit the person you want to be and be around. Slowly stepping back after being thrust into a world of lies and empty promises can be quite disheartening. How can one continue to live their life barely fooling even themselves that they are living?
I have found it is easier to fool yourself into believing that you are crawling when in actuality you are at best at a stand still. The only thing that seems to give you the courage to open your eyes is the fact that you can't breathe. You can't breathe because you and everything around you has stopped. Not because there was something that has taken your breath away. The feeling as though you are living in a movie does not come from how perfect things seem, even if those things are perfectly awful. The feeling comes from watching yourself going in circles and making the same mistakes over and over. It feels like a movie because you have become so jaded that you expect nothing and want even less.